Christmas, pigs and thoughts

I miss the snow, I grew up and was born in Alaska so where I am now just doesn't feel like Christmas. I miss a fire place and the crunching of the fresh snow under my feet. I suppose Christmas is something different to everyone. I think we all have this idea that what we feel about the holiday is what others feel. Tradition, family, giving, reminiscing, etc. but have we ever taken a moment to explore others true idea of what makes it feel so magical to them? Is anything ever perceived the same by two people?  I think a lot about nature vs. nurture, one of my bitches and I were discussing this earlier today, is life just a constant battle to gain balance in a life that will always be swaying back and forth? Do we create imbalance to find the drive to seek balance for lack of something more stimulating to do, or distraction from the things we hate? Is there really ever balance at all? In that regard, do these questions mean anything at all? A question, a search for an answer, maybe there aren't ever any real answers. Every moment we are alive, everything is constantly changing. Our thoughts are progressing or regressing, our bodies are doing the same. The earth, our relationships, everything. Maybe sex, control, subordination, domination, passion, fear, embarrassment, maybe those are the only moments we get to feel like we have stopped the hustle and bustle of the world and our thoughts, all the conditioning, all the processes that consume the majority of our lives, and just be. Just BE. For half an hour, an hour, ten min. for fucks sake, to have clarity for that long is an amazing feeling isn't it? I am grateful this Christmas that I have found this wonderland of escape, this rabbit hole that we dive into together and you pathetic whores to be the yin to my yang. Merry Christmas, whatever that means to you.



 

Almost Christmas!!!

I have been so busy this year that I haven't even had time to get into the Christmas spirit, I spent all night last night setting up my tree and decorations, much to the dismay of one of my pigs (cbt bitch) who had hoped to see me that night. I want to send two clear messages out to you all this Christmas, hear me loud and clear!

1. I am not, nor will I EVER be at your beck and call, just because you have hoped to see me and I have more important things to do, does not give you license to skip your directions for that night! Let me put it very clear and simple for you idiots, when I send you an e-mail with questions, ANSWER THEM! You all know I am busy and my time is very valuable, if you disrespect that, expect me to ignore you or shut you out so you can learn what it feels like to get NOTHING! Not a single second of my time, not a call, not a cam, not even an e-mail!! CBT bitch, I hope you are paying especially close attention, you have been disobedient again, expect to pay. I even had some lingerie all picked out to tease you with, now you are going buy me some new corsets and panties and bras and garter belts,  thigh highs, high hells, hair accessories, etc. before you have any chance at seeing anything!

2. I love Christmas presents, I expect you to have been planning for this occasion and finding a way to get me some serious cash, nothing says I'm sorry like money boys and you are some sorry pathetic losers, PAY UP! Merry Christmas. Hahahahahaha

Lying Pig Jesebelle gets what he deserves

    I have been Jesebelle’s mistress for some time now, he learned quickly how to obey and keep me satisfied. We talked every day, did cam to cam chats and exchanged phone calls. I noticed about a week after I received his contract that he was becoming distant. I had to know why. Jesebelle was hiding something, I could feel it. 

    I am Jesebelle’s first mistress, he was not fully trained so a stupid mistake was bound to happen sooner than later. He has been sending tributes in the amount of 1,000$ every month and showering me with gifts. Expensive clothing, several pairs of beautiful shoes, and HD camera, perfume, hair products, panties, jackets, gift cards, etc. but I had a feeling he was not giving me everything he had to offer. One afternoon, about a week ago, I decided to have him let me use team viewer and access his computer to check up on him. Guess what I found…… SHAME ON YOU JESSE! I found a savings account, a secret account that the little pussy bitch had not told me about, and on top of hiding it, HE LIED!

    I hate liars, I despise the selfishness and the cowardly mind behind lies! He knew at that moment he was in huge trouble. “What the fuck is this Jesse?!” was all I had to say. His apologies flooded in and the money was in my account within the next 5 min. I let him go that night with a nice little threat, gave him some things to look forward too, let his mind wander a bit and sent him to bed. I’m sure he didn’t sleep much, ha ha ha ha ha!

   The next day was the beginning of his punishment. I tortured him with one of my favorite punishments, made him put chopsticks secured by rubber bands around his tongue and kneel on rice in his kitchen until his body was shaking! The pathetic loser was drooling and cringing on his knees in his sad little purple dress. That is where he belongs, lying, cock sucking, piece of shit that he is! 

    After I let him up I made him clean up every single piece if rice, one by one, before he could remove the chopsticks. I made him save the rice, THAT WAS HIS ONLY SOURCE OF NOURISHMENT FOR THE NEXT WEEK! He slept on his kitchen floor, freezing and hungry, sad and alone, feeling the pain of my anger upon him, putrid sissy fuck!

    I received his update e-mail 2 days later and he was very ill, HA HA HA! I gave him another day and a half before I called him, his voice was weak and quivering. Being the patient, kind goddess I am, lol, I told him to get in bed and eat something before he ended up in the hospital. He would be no good to me if he couldn’t work anyway, especially now that I had drained his bank account! 

    For all you sissy pukes out there wanting to serve me, wanting to have some of my extremely precious and desired attention, TAKE NOTE! Don’t fuck with me, I am and always will be the ultimate supremacy,  I will always be smarter than you, stronger than you, more beautiful than anything you have known or will ever know again in your dejected, repulsive existence. Honor and obey me as the one and only truth you have in this dark world, the world that rejects you, the world that forces you to hide your true self and I will bring you into my light, give you the control and dominance you have craved for so long now. I am Miss Erato, the pure divinity. 

You've found my blog, PIGS!

Every pathetic loser that happens to come across this blog, COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS! You have found your destiny, I am Miss Erato. This blog is an incredible opportunity for you to learn about me, read about my daily experiences and gain a little insight into my life. I am strict and harsh, I expect nothing but the best you have to offer, the best is what I deserve. I don't put up with bullshit, I don't take stupidity lightly and I most certainly will not deal with liars! If you wish to have my individual attention, it will cost you. I am a very desired woman and I have a busy life. If you don't intend to tribute or buy something from me, don't bother. I am the ultimate spoiled, sultry, intelligent, findom bitch. So every little sissy boy, foot fetish freak, smoke aholic, cuckold pussy, cbt bitch, little dick, fag for hire, sad excuse for a man that wishes to have a chance, send me a message and read my blog constantly! You wouldn't want to miss anything I am giving for free, lucky boys.