Short Clips

Today is your lucky day, I am feeling generous so I decided to share a few little clips from cam sessions and videos.

Update

I have been busy as ever, having fun and socializing, spending time with friends and family, playing online with my pets, etc. I am so ready for winter! I miss the rain and the grey sky. I am going to need some warm clothes here soon, send gift cards and green dot #s to my e-mail pigs! I had a great time at the private concert this last weekend, I promised a pic so here it is, you are so lucky to have a look into my life, don't you agree?

Sissy Boys

Oh my silly sissy boys, I love laughing at you in your girly clothes and trying to walk in your heels, hahaha. This is Jessebell, she is in her first stage of fem training and on this day she sent me 1,050$ like a good little bitch. After multiple credit card applications and other money making ventures she finally got accepted for one and is draining it quickly buying me all the things I deserve for being such a good Mistress. Thanks Jesse, this weekend will be fun. Looking forward to watching my sissy boy get all dressed up on cam and spending some more money on me.  If you want to be a part of my Fem training sessions, send me an e-mail and be sure to fill out your application!

My Car

Just wanted to post a little entry about the money my little bitch 

Terry sent me for my car. He has been working hard to please his

goddess like a good piggy should. Terry has made some huge mistakes

but since I am such a kind and forgiving Mistress, lmfao, I have decided 

to let him make it up to me. Terry is in his first stage of training, I am 

excited to see if he can live up to my high standards. Good luck!

hahahaha Well, time to get ready for school, behave yourself boys, 

keep me happy! It takes more than a simple apology to get

out of trouble with me, doesn't it Terry? 

Happy New Year

 

I just wanted to show off some of my Christmas gifts from you and your fellow Erato worshipers, I didn't include the cash tributes, they usually just go straight onto the card and I never see the actual cash but I think the total was around 2,400. You have all been trying hard to please me, as you know I am starting school on Monday so it is time for you to show your utmost support, reach deep into those pockets and spoil the shit out of me! I want my bills paid in full, I want money for going out, new clothes, etc. You want me to be happy, you want me to be stress free, PROVE IT! Sacrifice and work your asses off to please me this month. I have a lot on my plate and if you want my attention you will have to earn it. Happy New Year boys.

Christmas, pigs and thoughts

I miss the snow, I grew up and was born in Alaska so where I am now just doesn't feel like Christmas. I miss a fire place and the crunching of the fresh snow under my feet. I suppose Christmas is something different to everyone. I think we all have this idea that what we feel about the holiday is what others feel. Tradition, family, giving, reminiscing, etc. but have we ever taken a moment to explore others true idea of what makes it feel so magical to them? Is anything ever perceived the same by two people?  I think a lot about nature vs. nurture, one of my bitches and I were discussing this earlier today, is life just a constant battle to gain balance in a life that will always be swaying back and forth? Do we create imbalance to find the drive to seek balance for lack of something more stimulating to do, or distraction from the things we hate? Is there really ever balance at all? In that regard, do these questions mean anything at all? A question, a search for an answer, maybe there aren't ever any real answers. Every moment we are alive, everything is constantly changing. Our thoughts are progressing or regressing, our bodies are doing the same. The earth, our relationships, everything. Maybe sex, control, subordination, domination, passion, fear, embarrassment, maybe those are the only moments we get to feel like we have stopped the hustle and bustle of the world and our thoughts, all the conditioning, all the processes that consume the majority of our lives, and just be. Just BE. For half an hour, an hour, ten min. for fucks sake, to have clarity for that long is an amazing feeling isn't it? I am grateful this Christmas that I have found this wonderland of escape, this rabbit hole that we dive into together and you pathetic whores to be the yin to my yang. Merry Christmas, whatever that means to you.



 

Almost Christmas!!!

I have been so busy this year that I haven't even had time to get into the Christmas spirit, I spent all night last night setting up my tree and decorations, much to the dismay of one of my pigs (cbt bitch) who had hoped to see me that night. I want to send two clear messages out to you all this Christmas, hear me loud and clear!

1. I am not, nor will I EVER be at your beck and call, just because you have hoped to see me and I have more important things to do, does not give you license to skip your directions for that night! Let me put it very clear and simple for you idiots, when I send you an e-mail with questions, ANSWER THEM! You all know I am busy and my time is very valuable, if you disrespect that, expect me to ignore you or shut you out so you can learn what it feels like to get NOTHING! Not a single second of my time, not a call, not a cam, not even an e-mail!! CBT bitch, I hope you are paying especially close attention, you have been disobedient again, expect to pay. I even had some lingerie all picked out to tease you with, now you are going buy me some new corsets and panties and bras and garter belts,  thigh highs, high hells, hair accessories, etc. before you have any chance at seeing anything!

2. I love Christmas presents, I expect you to have been planning for this occasion and finding a way to get me some serious cash, nothing says I'm sorry like money boys and you are some sorry pathetic losers, PAY UP! Merry Christmas. Hahahahahaha